Final 10 Week
I have been out of my comfort zone a lot so far, but it's kinda good because I still don't know what direction I want to take my music in. It's really good to find out what my strengths and weaknesses are. I am not looking forward to Disco but I am going to take it as it comes and try my best. I really enjoyed Rock – more the girly rock than the hardcore stuff though. It should be interesting to try all these different themes!
I have been getting really good sleeps at Idol HQ… there were all these rumours saying I had been crying heaps because I looked a bit funny on Monday night. That was so not true. I actually had an allergic reaction to something and my eyes totally blew up – I had to pack on the makeup and have a fringe to try and cover it up. Luckily, it's on the mend.
Me and Marty just laughed when we heard the rumours that we were meant to be together. The other night we were totally craving icecream and went searching for some and we were like, “Rumours will start!” and we just laughed. I can see why people would think there is something going on, because we're so close - but we're totally just mates.
I've had some great fan moments so far. I had this really funny guy write me something, saying we were soul mates and wanted to have babies… I went and checked out his website and he was hot! And the other day when I was shopping, an older lady came up and grabbed me and said the sweetest things to me, saying she loved hearing my voice. That was so cute.
My biggest learning curve so far has been not borrowing makeup off people and giving yourself inflamed eyes! And also that performing is not only singing with your voice, it's also with your body, face, eyes and everything else.
I really rely on my two best friends back in Perth to keep me sane. I had a little homesick episode last night when my Mum sent me a suitcase filled with my schoolbooks and notes from my friends. So I called my best friend and talked to her and she made me feel so much better. They're always there for me.
-Lana



